I hate cutting onions. Would you like to know why? It's because it burns your eyes as you try to peel back the layers. almost as if to keep you from getting at whats underneath! A friend told me, that in order to figure out a person who doesn't want to be figured out...you have to slowly peel back the layers, one at a time. That phrase stuck to me, and I started to see a lot of myself in that light. As well as, a few others, who are struggling, or have struggled, that I know. You see, when we have a past, or some sort of baggage, or even have something to hide...we don't want people to pry; or to help us, or have them invade our hearts. For me, I don't like people near me, I don't want them to get close to me, to step within my comfort zone. I instinctly back away, or scowl, when someone is even within three feet distance of me. It literally turns me off, and I feel vulnerable. I feel weak. I don't like people, even thsoe who have managed to get close to me..peeling back the layers in my life...breaking down the walls, around my heart. We are all like an onion. We give a chemical that burn others around us, when we realize, the layers that they are peeling. We need to...I, need to allow others to help me, and to let them be there for me. Now it's easier said than done. Blogging is a way, for me, to give myself life lessons. i'm preaching to myself. But I'm allowing others to read about me life, i'm peeling back my own layers, and allowing you to see, what's on the inside, in the hope, that you can learn, from my past, my mistakes. and that my posts can be an encouragement to you, and you. We need to allow ourselves, I need to allow myself, to trust...Some layers, are not necessary to pull back, but some of them are. It's a way of release, of emothional build up. Of physical ease. and of spiritual cleansing, by God, and fellow believers.
"Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time, he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you!" --1 Peter 5:6-7
Have a great day, as you bask in God's GREAT love, and protection...for you...--lisa.